I wrote about my disease issues in detail last week, ending with my diabetes diagnosis. At that point, I had been loaded up with steroids for my RA flare – after two ER visits – and was going to take our girls to our planned outing on Sunday – which I did. I also assumed I would be posting here and on my health coaching practice blog on Monday.
But, instead? All week . . . radio silence.
Where my RA has made me incredibly ill before, this week it just totally Laid. Me. Out.
I was in total misery, no matter what I did.
I honestly couldn’t seem to get the pain under control well enough to write a post or read a book or get my thoughts together half of the time.
When I was “lucky,” I was sleeping for incredibly long stretches due to exhaustion (and that’s only lucky as it was a respite from the pain).
It was truly surreal.
I finally began to see the light yesterday evening.
And today I am beginning to really feel like myself again.
And I am incredibly thankful for that.
I don’t know if the flare was worse because of daytime heat exposure on Sunday (I usually only go out for nighttime activities during the summer) or because I was active when I was already flaring or just because. Regardless, it was so so frightening for me and I know for my family as well.
RA is just a beast.
The key now is not to allow myself to become fearful of the flare – as that is so easy to do after one so scary – because I can’t live in fear. Instead, I’m picking back up with my practice work and my writing plans and the daily posts on my LHH site and my to-read list and our wonderful trip to see our family tomorrow.
Happy Weekend, y’all. Have a wonderful Father’s Day!
Grace and Blessings.
writer. holistic nutritionist. disabled nurse. wife. kid & fur mom. Follower of Jesus. Spirit Junkie.